My preferred way of doing art the past few years has been more of a doodle and less of a conscious thinking effort.  I got a degree in art never feeling like an artist in the first place.  This intuitive way of doing art has been my attempt to deconstruct all my pre- and post conceived notions of what art is, or who an artist is.   These days it is more important for me to express what I feel and/or let my inner creative beings have my hands and eyes to create themselves with.

So I made this “comic” by letting it draw itself.  I enjoy not knowing where I’m going.  It’s like looking at someone else’s work (and in a way, it is).   I’m always amazed at how the pieces of the puzzle fall together long after the drawing or painting is finished.  I think that’s true even with intentional art.  That’s why we do it.

 

heart-notes

 

As you can see, spirals loom large in my symbolic lexicon.  They were the first things that appeared when I decided to let go of control.   What do they mean?  I haven’t really asked.   Some part of me is afraid that if I find out what all this really means it will go away.

Is it a comic?  I don’t know.  The line between comic and illustration and storytelling is almost nonexistent for me.  I like to think that it is a comic panel drawn by the heart angel herself.

As for doodling, I like it so much I made a Squidoo lens (also known as  a web page to the uninitiated) about it:  Doodle Art   And in case you’re wondering, I drew this in Photoshop.

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